I’m not trying to make a name for myself 

I just do this to feel normal 

(I just do this to keep sane)

and I don’t know any other way 

than writing all my feelings down 

(singing about them on stage)

I feel ugly when I am lonely

I feel ugly when I am sad

I feeling ugly when I am breaking

and I’ve been broken for so long 

And time doesn’t always heal

like people says it does

these things still rule me 

and the way I love

and god I’m scared that I love too much 

and boy do I know that I love you too much.

Last night I sat in your bed

I read a book and I cried

it’s strange how peoples live’s

can do that to you sometimes

My best friend has said before dreams can be the same as memories

Everything can be colourful if you’re just willing to let it be 

But time doesn’t always heal

like people says it does 

There’s things that still rule me

and the way I love

and god I’m scared that I love too much

and boy do I know that I love you way too much

If you’ll take my hand, everything might be alright

Cause sometimes you’re the only thing that makes sense

I know I’m hard, I know I am disappointing

You’re so beautiful and I need to stop breaking